life

I have gone through a lot in my life.....People who noe me really well noes i am a very soft person in my heart...honestly my life was really the most boring life any1 cn have since when i was standard 1 to form 2...but form when the startin of form 3 it all changed when i met this indian gurl....it was not a happy memmory but it was a freakin sad shit....This is because after a week of knowing her. there came this indian dude who took out a parang and told me that in 3 days if i dun leave that place, he is gonna take my life...I was really scared in my life and when i asked my frens about him, there told me that he has killed 2 guys before...i swear i almost pissed in my pants...For the next three days i cant even sleep as his face and his parang was comin in my dreams...The third day when i was in school, my close fren Jacqueline introduced me to her brother....He told me he will help me....There is where my life changed....In my skol there was this guy where everyone in Subang Jaya was scared of hm..His name was Raja Shazni better known as SARS....I met him and he told me he will help me but under 1 condition..He said i have to join his gang after he helps me...i said ok and that night infront of my tution centre this indian dude came with his friends...all of them brought weapons just to beat me up....then i call Raja Shazni and he came with his friends....i got shocked because there was nearly 30 guys armed with different types of weapons...the indian dudes got scared and ran off...after that i had to keep up on my promise...So i joined and Raja Shazni intro me to all the big people....Then he told me 1 very famous word....i wont forget it until the day i die...." Kalau nak jadi gangster besar, you kena buat kawan dengan semua orang....in two years i made a lot of frens and i become top....i did all types of nonsense...Then 1 day GOD thought me a lesson....I lost my best fren in a motorbike accident...his body was smashed up a lorry and i didnt get to see his face....From then onwards i promise i will try to stop because i really understand waht live means...